Call down fire

 A voice that speaks within my own sound reverberates in my thoughts. The counterfeiter has taken my mind and through the sorrow and grief and solitude that I feel within, he taunts me. "Its only a matter of time until you kill yourself" he, as me, says to and within myself. 
He's sometimes accompanied by the kingdoms he's holding in a choir of disapproval and reminder that I , myself, am not a particularly righteous man. I am intimate with my sins and the chains that hold with contempt. 

God be true and every man a liar. 
As Elijah weeped for death after God called down fire.